Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Dear Everyone,

Thanks so much for your emails, twitter messages, comments and beautiful thoughts.

As luck would have it, I do in fact have a doctor's appointment next week (as more than one of you have suggested) . Perhaps while he's giving me new allergy meds, I might talk to him about a re-dose of crazy as well.

Next time I'm in a dark place like that I think I'll spare you all the drama and post up a cartoon. That'll be our secret code OK?

Thanks again lovelies. Love you all.



Chief Rock Chef said...

Secret code or not, I suspect that you will still get a load of messages!

We love you, Princess!

the frog princess said...

I was going to comment on your last post, but couldn't. I'm guessing you disabled?

Anyway, it sounds like you're in a slightly less-dark place today, which is good, and I'm glad.

Just remember: the people in your life who care about you, CARE ABOUT YOU. Leaning on them when you need to is not being a burden, it's being a functioning member of the human race. Friends and family--the good ones--will be there for you when you need them. You don't have to do everything alone.


Jess said...

I'm glad that you felt comfortable enough in this space to share what you were going through. And that you're taking steps to make it better.

Becky said...

Doctors have their points....they can prescribe the good stuff!

I'm glad you seem to be a bit better today. Still sending you hugs and good thoughts:)

Anonymous said...

you know Im always here, you know there is nothing you can say that will make think less of you!

Crys said...

i actually tried to find a way to write you while i was waiting to go into surgery. :) with my completely ricockulous iPhone, it was impossible.

i care about you. it's good you're going to see someone; these are the times we should reach out.

i identified with a lot of things in your post. one thing i wanted to tell you was that there was a study a few years back which claimed that human beings, each of us, only have the physical capacity to care for the amount of people equal to the size of a village. now stay with me.

you mentioned not being able to care for everybody all the time. this is actually physiologically impossible. what with the world going to hell, thousands of jobs being lost, etc., it is no wonder that so many of us are depressed or short circuiting. we cannot handle our own lives PLUS all of that. our own lives probably include more people than we are capable of caring for!

you are a good person. i can see you care deeply simply by the way you express yourself.

thank you for sharing this with me (us). a lot of us out here completely know where you're coming from.


Jen said...

I'm glad to know that you're going to make yourself happy. That's what matters - you. Take your heart and find its platinum once more (and you will); your soul will follow.

Kisses, Princess!

Amber said...

Hi, My Sweetheart Princess!

Damnit. I missed your blog the last couple of days because of school and I ended up missing an entry where you obviously needed a friend.

I am so sorry :(.

Please just know that I absolutely adore you! And I'm always here if you need a friend to talk to or vent to or just someone to tell cory jokes to you so you'll laugh.

With that being said, I'm also going to tell you the first thing that popped into my head after reading your previous post:

It's time to forgive yourself.

YOU are better than your past. Better than any bad decision you've ever made. A bad decision is just that - a bad decision. A learning experience. Something to grow from. It is NOT indicative of you as a person.

Holding on is only hurting you and perpetuating a vicious cycle.

Been there, done that. And not so long ago, either. I'm just now coming out the other side. So I'm really not talking completely out my ass! lol

Anyway, I love ya with my whole butt cuz it's bigger than my heart! I'm here if you need/want a friend and I'll be emailing you my cell number so you have it just in case, ok?


sid said...

First time at your blog. Sorry to hear that everything isn't all sunshine and roses. Sounds like you made a number of friends in blogland.

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